tOtAl HuMaN yG sKoDeNg AkU

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Aaron Aziz & Azhar Sulaiman further study kat cni??

hari ni semua org kat kolej semua duk sibuk cakap Aaron Aziz.
dari pensyarah sampai ler student2 semua sngt2 xcited
haishhhh mmg ak agak kecewa,SANGAT kecewa,
ak yg ENSEM ni xder sapa pun peduli..
arghhhhh DUNIA X ADIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kah3

yg tmbah sakit ati bila brader Aaron 2 masuk lepak dlm lecture room kitorang yg mcam tongkang pecah 2,
lg ah panas2!!"tp sbenarnyer ak mmg suka pun dia lpak c2,sbab boleh ler lecture ptg 2 cancel"
last2 jadi lak lecture ptg 2,semua kna pindah pi lecture room blok sebelah.
sbnarnyer diorang dtg bkan sbab register untk study kat cni tp juzz untk shooting daa.
appun yg penting sempat possing sgambar 2.kah3..
ak dah interprem bgai nak rak,ingtkan dpt gak twran berlakon dr producer dia 2,tgk2 mee goreng yg ats meja diorang pun diorang x mau kasi ni ap lg offer jd plakon.
sorry 2 say lah bro.hahaha.

haha siap minx possing ala2 KL Gangster baii
mee goreng kat meja tepi 2.haishhh!!

ni mesti ad yg melepas ar ni sbab 2 aaron aziz tutup idung.haha

eh2 kitorang punya lecturer yg happening pun join brgmbr skali.
~mklumlah pminat fanatik seth tan ni,tp Aaron ni xder kaitan ngan Marimar miss~
haha :p

 tengok!! our2 lubly100x lecturers pun xlepaskn peluang.
senyum lebar sampai pipi sorg2 2.

n lastly

syhh jgn kacau,  actor azhar sulaiman tgh shootng 2, dah ler brilliant,arkitek
actor lg.fullamak cayalah brader ni..

kesimpulannya x perlu kiter mnusia biasa nk psang cita2 jg actor ni
sbab dunia kita yg real ni pun dah penuh ngan lakonan.hr2 kita cba melakonkan watak yg unik supaya org akn nmpk kita sempurna,kan kan?haha.
ak dah start meroyan lg. ok chow!!!

Friday, June 24, 2011

Maslow's Hierarchy Of Needs Theory

demi untuk mengisi perut yg kosong
dan menginginkan pengalaman makn nasi arab
so ak telah ambil kptusan tekad untuk skip 1 klas semalam
dan sbgai seorang pencari ilmu,
ak bertanggungjawab untk menelaah sndiri ap yg telah ak ketinggalan semalam.
jom sama2 ban2 ak buat rvsion untk klass semalam.
dan ap yg ak tertinggal smalam adalah berkenaan theory ni..

Maslow's hierarchy of needs is often portrayed in the shape of a pyramid, with the largest and most fundamental levels of needs at the bottom, and the need for self-actualization at the top. The most fundamental and basic four layers of the pyramid contain what Maslow called "deficiency needs" or "d-needs": esteem , friendship and love, security, and physical needs. With the exception of the most fundamental (physiological) needs, if these "deficiency needs" are not met, the body gives no physical indication but the individual feels anxious and tense. Maslow's theory suggests that the most basic level of needs must be met before the individual will strongly desire (or focus motivation upon) the secondary or higher level needs. Maslow also coined the term Metamotivation to describe the motivation of people who go beyond the scope of the basic needs and strive for constant betterment. Metamotivated people are driven by B-needs (Being Needs), instead of deficiency needs (D-Needs).

Physiological needs

For the most part, physiological needs are obvious, they are the literal requirements for human survival. If these requirements are not met, the human body simply cannot continue to function.
Air, water, and food are metabolic requirements for survival in all animals, including humans. Clothing and shelter provide necessary protection from the elements. The intensity of the human sexual instinct is shaped more by sexual competition than maintaining a birth rate adequate to survival of the species.

Safety needs

With their physical needs relatively satisfied, the individual's safety needs take precedence and dominate behavior. In the absence of physical safety eg: due to terrorist attackwar,natural disaster, or, in cases of family violencechildhood abuse, etc -- people (re-)experience post-traumatic stress disorder and trans-generational trauma transfer. In the absence of economic safety -- due to economic crisis and lack of work opportunities - these safety needs manifest themselves in such things as a preference for job security, grievance procedures for protecting the individual from unilateral authority, savings accounts, insurance policies, reasonable disability accommodations, and the like.
Safety and Security needs include:
  • Personal security
  • Financial security
  • Health and well-being
  • Safety net against accidents/illness and their adverse impacts

Love and belonging

After physiological and safety needs are fulfilled, the third layer of human needs are social and involve feelings of belongingness. The need is especially strong in childhood and can over-ride the need for safety as witnessed in children who cling to abusive parents which is sometimes called Stockholm syndrome. The absence of this aspect of Maslow's hierarchy - due to hospitalismneglectshunningostracism etc - can impact individual's ability to form and maintain emotionally significant relationships in general, such as:
  • Friendship
  • Intimacy
  • Family
Humans need to feel a sense of belonging and acceptance, whether it comes from a large social group, such as clubs, office culture, religious groups, professional organizations, sports teams, gangs, or small social connections (family members, intimate partners, mentors, close colleagues, confidants). They need to love and be loved (sexually and non-sexually) by others. In the absence of these elements, many people become susceptible to loneliness, social anxiety, and clinical depression. This need for belonging can often overcome the physiological and security needs, depending on the strength of the peer pressure; an anorexic, for example, may ignore the need to eat and the security of health for a feeling of control and belonging.


All humans have a need to be respected and to have self-esteem and self-respect. Esteem presents the normal human desire to be accepted and valued by others. People need to engage themselves to gain recognition and have an activity or activities that give the person a sense of contribution, to feel self-valued, be it in a profession or hobby. Imbalances at this level can result in low self-esteem or an inferiority complex. People with low self-esteem need respect from others. They may seek fame or glory, which again depends on others. Note, however, that many people with low self-esteem will not be able to improve their view of themselves simply by receiving fame, respect, and glory externally, but must first accept themselves internally. Psychological imbalances such as depression can also prevent one from obtaining self-esteem on both levels.
Most people have a need for a stable self-respect and self-esteem. Maslow noted two versions of esteem needs, a lower one and a higher one. The lower one is the need for the respect of others, the need for status, recognition, fame, prestige, and attention. The higher one is the need for self-respect, the need for strength, competence, mastery, self-confidence, independence and freedom. The latter one ranks higher because it rests more on inner competence won through experience. Deprivation of these needs can lead to an inferiority complex, weakness and helplessness.
Maslow also states that even though these are examples of how the quest for knowledge is separate from basic needs he warns that these “two hierarchies are interrelated rather than sharply separated” (Maslow 97). This means that this level of need, as well as the next and highest level, are not strict, separate levels but closely related to others, and this is possibly the reason that these two levels of need are left out of most textbooks.


“What a man can be, he must be.” This forms the basis of the perceived need for self-actualization. This level of need pertains to what a person's full potential is and realizing that potential. Maslow describes this desire as the desire to become more and more what one is, to become everything that one is capable of becoming.This is a broad definition of the need for self-actualization, but when applied to individuals the need is specific. For example one individual may have the strong desire to become an ideal parent, in another it may be expressed athletically, and in another it may be expressed in painting, pictures, or inventions.As mentioned before, in order to reach a clear understanding of this level of need one must first not only achieve the previous needs, physiological, safety, love, and esteem, but master these needs.

UKISS 0330 "It's not 'just to break in my heart' it's 'just the breaking of my heart..."

Yo listen up this is my tragic story just to break into my heart 

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn’t do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I’m sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can’t. I can’t stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you? When will I be like that till?

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight? Why were we like that?
Did you lose the sight? We used to be in love.
Why am I stuck in this moment? The one I need is you, silly.

You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying with your two hands to the sky
I think of you getting up. Let’s forget and erase all our bad memories.
How would you? I cannot say anything besides ‘I’m sorry’.

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

You and I, don’t cut our cord.
Don’t deny our r -square pi; 
Come to me, everything is fine now.
We will start everything over, over again.

I cannot sleep at all at night

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

p/s: enjoy korean ballad song.but not arirang song!!!!.ha3

SaYa TaHU aNdA tAbAh SaHaBaT

itu catatan yang dikongsi olehnya
seorang sahabat,seorang kawan rapat,seorang adik dan seorang manusia biasa
hanya dengan satu ayat itu, ak dpt merasai betapa kecewanya dia,
betapa sedih dan terkilannya, bila episod luka terpaksa ditempuhinya sekali lagi.

seorang sahabat ini ak kenali sejak zaman persekolahan menengah lagi. seorang yang aku kagumi dan aku hormati. walaupun dia bukanlah rakan sebaya ku tapi  pd mata ak dialah seorang junior yg menjadi contoh teladan bagi seorang senior sepertiku.haha, mmg pelik tetapi itulah kebenaran yg ak alami. pertama kali aku mengenali beliau adalah ketika aku di tingkatan 4 dan beliau di tingkatan 3. persaudaraan yang kami cipta pada masa itu atas dasar rakan sepasukan. pasukan yg ak maksudkan adalah pasukan bahas sekolah. pada awalnya akulah yang paling junior dalam pasukan bahas tersebut tapi disebabkan semua senior2 ak menarik diri untuk menumpukan perhatian pada peperiksaan SPM maka tinggallah ak sorang2. maka 4 kekosongan tersebut diisi oleh beliau dan bunga2 yg lain. persahabatan kami bermula disini kemudian persahabatan ini menjadikan kami rakan karib sehingga sekarang. ak ingat lagi ketika Teacher Rahimah "cikgu kimia kelas ak " memanggil ak ke bilik dia. dia minx tlong ak untuk menyertai pertandingan pidato. sbenarnya cikgu memberitahu ak yg ak bukan pilihan utama untuk menyertai pertandingan ni, yg menjadi pilihan utama ialah kak Nadhirah, tp dia x dpt nak sertai maybe sbab dia dalam persediaan akhir untuk SPM dan pilihan ke2 adalah sahabat yg ak mksudkn itu, tapi disebabkan dia juga sedang menghadapi PMR maka mandat tersebut diberikan kepada ak. 

sejujurnya ak agak berat hati nak menerima tawaran itu,sbab pd masa 2 ak baru pulang dari mghadiri kursus kepimpinan selama seminggu, dan sebelum itu juga ak dah banyak ketinggalan kelas disebabkan terlibat dengan aktiviti2 perkhemahan dan prtandingan2. tapi atas dasar xmahu beban ini dipikul oleh mereka yg sedang bertungkus lumus dengan peperiksaan maka ak gagahkan juga untk terima. alhamdulillah rezki ak sampai ke peringkat negeri dan mengecapi kemenangan disana, sblm 2 Teacher ad bertanya dengan ak,"awak nak bw kwan ker 9ti". n dgn segan silu ak ckap "NAK!!" .dan kawan yg aku mksudkn adlah beliau "time ni dia dah abis exam PMR kot~lupa~". tujuan ak bwak dia sbenarnye supaya dia bleh jadi pelapis untk gntikan ak bila ak naik form 5 nanti.

tapi hajat ak x kesampaian bila dia dpt tawaran untk belajar di SBP. mmg dia slalu tanya pendapat dengan aku samada patut atau x dia mlanjutkan plajaran kat sana. tp ap yg boleh ak ktakan sbgai seorang sahabat melainkan menyokong setiap keputusan yg dibuat. bermula hari itu tiada lagi sahabat akrab dalam pasukan ak,tiada lagi sahabat yg slalu mngajak ak untuk zzz dan berlatih di rumahnya, tiada lagi sahabat yg menemankan ak untk belajar di gudang kosong dhadapan rumahku. walaupun kami x lagi di 1 sekolah yg sama tapi sahabatku ni sering jga menghubungiku,berkongsi masalah, meminta pendapat dan menceritakan pengalamannya di sekolah baru. saat ak tertekan untuk mghadapi SPM hanya beliau tempat ak meminta pertolongan,mminta sokongan dan motivasi.terlampau bnyk halangan yg ak hadapi saat ak nak menempuhi Peperiksaan yg menentukan masa depan ak 2. dan bila ak gagal mencapai kejayaan hanya dia lah yg sentiasa mndorong aku untuk menjadi insan yg tabah.hidup ak terasa amat gelap,terlampau gelap sehingga sampai 1 masa ak pernah terfikir untk bunuh diri sbab x berjaya nak mnggembirakan ibubapa dgn kptusan yg ak dpt.teruk!!amat terukk ..mujurlah ad seorg sahabat yg sentiasa menyuluhkan jln untk ku.menyedarkan ak tntg putaran kehidupan dunia yg memang mencabar ini.tntg iman dan islam.maka segalanya ku hadapi dengan tabah.

bila tiba saat kptusan SPM bg tahun dia keluar, ak pula yg jadi kaunselor untknya. ak tahu dia merasa sedih kerana tidak mencapai target yg diharapkan,tak terbilang tp dia "cemerlang" saat itulah ak sedar pntingnya seorang sahabat untk brkongsi masalah. sbenarnya mmg ak mncemburui dia, krn dia dpt mlnjutkn pljaran dtempat yg istimewa,lengkap dgn plbagai kemudahan,sesi kuliah yg menark dan suasana pmbelajaran yg bertaraf dunia. pernh sekali ak melawat tmpt dia bljar,suasananya jauh berbeza dgn tmptku. dan dsebbkn itulh ak berazam untk jd sehebatnya..KAMU ADALAH SAHABAT JUNIOR TERBAIK DIMATA AKU!!!.

namun akhir2 ini dia ditimpa bnyak ujian, ujian yang tidak mudah untk ditempuhi sbgai seorang hamba yg sedang mencari ilmu. ujian yg melibatkan matlamat dan masa depan.melibatkan harapan keluarga yang tinggi menggunung. jika ak berada ditempat dia,mgkin ak terlebih dahulu tersungkur dari bertahan, lumpuh dari terus bertatih, dan mati sebelum menghembuskan nafas terakhir.. tp ak yakin dia seorang yang tabah dan apa yang dihadapinya hanyalh ujian dari tuhan untk menguji ketabahan iman hambanya.

buatmu sahabat
jgn jatuh,jgn rebah, dan jgn sesekali rasa ingin tersungkur
kerana kamu insan yg tabah,
cekal kamu suatu keperluan
rintih kamu adalah kesaksian
gigih kamu mencari kejayaan
keikhlasan kamu PASTI PASTI & PASTI direstui TUHAN

Thursday, June 23, 2011

MaAf DaRi Aku

suatu ketika aku gembira,
dan suatu ketika ak kecewa,
2 rasa yang jauh berbeza,
namun luahan rasa itu lahir dari kamar yg sama,
yang sentiasa menzahirkan ap yg dirasa,
dan kamar itu adalah sekeping hati teruna

maaf dari aku
penulis cerita tanpa pena 
pencuri hati yang terleka
pemusnah kasih yg dicipta
pendera yang sendiri terseksa

andai aku benar kejam dimatamu
jauhkan diri dariku
butakan pandanganmu
dan lupakan apa yang berlaku
kerana hanya itu yang mampu membantumu

maaf dari aku
ungkapan celaka dari manusia gila
mementingkan diri tanpa rasa
mencantas kebahagiaan yang baru terbina.
kerana aku insan durjana.....

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

DeDiKaSi BuAt DNS ~pt 2~

entry kali ni tntg kisah kami bersahabat
kisah kami membina ikatan persaudaraan
dan kisah kami berkongsi suka duka kehidupan.

rsanyer +- dah 2 minggu mereka berpisah.tapi lau ngan ak dah berbulan2.
dulu dlm 6 bulan pling kurang skali ak leh berjmpa diorang.
ketawa ngan diorang,berkongsi kegembiraan ngan diorang. 
tapi lepas ni semua 2 tinggal kenangan..semua dah bawa haluan masing2. 
mengejar cita2, tanggungjawab sebagai seorang anak dan mencari masa depan.
hmmmmm hidup ni memang mencabar, dan cabaran yang dilalui perlu ditempuhi.
dan cabaran yang paling ak risau nak tempuhi bila tibanya detik perpisahan.
bkan berkongsi cerita atas dasar ingin menunjuk-nunjuk, tapi inilah kata2 dari hati ini.
dan komen2 mereka menjadi saksi perpisahan kami.........

 ni antra secebis ucpn yg bleh ak kongsikan drpd bertmbun2 luahan hati yg mrka luah kan kat fb.
appun persahabatan yg dibina adalah kenangan yg terindah dalam hidup kami spnjg kami hdup brsama... :)

 DNS Boys!!
kIsAH kAmi DalaM Class
 TaLiB sIvIK bgAi 1st SEM
 Ap KhABr dAtO'??
PoSSing MeMnjg
 JuNJUng Buku 2 lek Lok
 cLass Math
 bAru BaLik KNdUrI??haha
kElas Fundamental Operating System
JeLinG cAm Nk Mkn OrG.HAHA
aLwAys With BOOKs
Ni KeS kEne BuLi Lg Lar NI
StUdY lAgi
2 Diaa bANg BaNG!!!
gMbR lAgi
aD tEsT k?
SkOdEng Lecturer's room ka?hahaha"pdahal kne pumping"

HiDuP & PeRsaHaBtAN kAmi mEsTi SEGAN!!!

Thursday, June 9, 2011


Dunia berputar mengikut rentak roda
masa berlari tanpa kenal penatnya
dan kenangan bersemi sebagai suatu ukiran kehidupan.....

hari INI mgkin hari terakhir mereka bersama,
mgkin hari trakhir bergembira suka,
mgkin hari terakhir mereka berjumpa
dan mungkin hari terkhir air mata mereka dikongsi bersama.

hampir 3 tahun mereka bersama,suka duka kehidupan dikongsi,diselami dan dihayati,
kehidupan sebagai pencari ilmu menjadikan mereka insan yang gigih,
insan yg tekun serta tabah mengharungi kehidupan.
walaupun mereka  berbeza,
tetapi segalanya mereka berkongsi bersama.
dan segala yang mereka lakukan adalah suatu keindahan dalam mendalami erti

jika benar kita bersahabat,
biarlah persahabatan itu kekal dihati kita,
jika ia kita bertawa bersama-sama, 
biarlah tawa itu penghibur saat kita rindukan mereka
dan jika benar kenangan itu kenangan kita bersama, 
doakanlah agar mereka sentiasa mengingati kita.

buatmu SAHABAT
maafkan aku kerana terlebih dulu menitik noktah awal di separuh jalan pengajian
maafkan ak kerana pernah hadir dalam sisip hidup kalian
maafkan aku jika ak terkenang detik bersama kalian DAN 
maafkan ak kerana terus merindui PERSAHABATAN yang kita jalinkan

1sem time Dinner Etika & Protokol

ijat,nazi,kimi,ka hou,bdak sesat n kang sheng

 ni geng senyum lebar.gelak ja keja diorang

 ntahlah antara diorang ni maybe ad rantai kot,
sbab 2 p mna2 asyik melekat sorang2 :)

Kenangn kami dak2 junior time 1st Angrh Ketua Jbtn

gelagat brader2 ambik kesempatan time kemas2 lpas majlis AKJ

telatah budak2 exco sebelum jd abang2 exco..haha

 Turn YANA jd mangsa :)

kitorang mmg suka buli has pun,termsuk best pren dia DINA :p .hahaha
meja pling last dlam bilik kuliah port pling selamat untk dak2 bujang mcm kami.

kim n vanice wong sorry sbab dlu saya jarang tegur both of u.
bkan sbab saya sombong but saya shy lorhh :)

time majlis tadarus Quran N Festival Nasyid

klau bukan ngan buku kompem laptop. pakai softcopy punya note ktakan :)

 insan-insan yg segan tp klu bagi buku hilang ar segan diorang.haha

buku 2 3 smpai xtau nak bukak yg mna,kan has kan?

Gelagat diorang tiap kali tunggu klas :)

~30 syawal 2tahun lpas, open house rumah USTAZAH HAYATI :) ~ 
kali pertama trun epoh lpas x study ngan diorang 

Moga Persahabatan Yg Kami Bina Berkekalan Hingga Nyawa Memisahkan Kami :)